Well! The time has come. I'm headed out into the wild blue yonder all by my lonesome tomorrow morning. As of yet I have one minimum wage paying job, no home, my dog is staying with my parents, and I have a heartache to beat the band. I will be living out of my car/Emily's futon until I can fend for myself. This is not the return I had planned for. My anxiety is beginning to take hold full force resulting in a panic attack this afternoon...I worry for my future. On the bright side, I'll be out of Merrill, making a bit 'o money, and be able to see some friends occasionally. I'm at a loss as to what to do with myself so I don't just sit around crying all the time. I need distractions, but I'm so overwhelmed with life that it's hard for me to see straight.
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