My brain hurts. Too much stress for one small Asian to handle right now. I'm staring at Louis, watching him try, unsuccessfully, to keep his eyes open. I myself have only had around 5 hours of sleep due to my mind going a mile a minute trying to straighten out my life. I keep telling myself things could always be worse. Like I could have no legs. Starting work in a few days will hopefully help soothe my soul or at least take my mind off that which ails me. I will be sans Lou until I am fully settled in a home so I am trying to stay within petting reach of him as much as possible since I don't know how long it will take to find someone that will have me.
I wonder how hard it would be to snag a mail clerk job at the US Embassy in Seoul...and how hard it would be to be a mail clerk at the US Embassy in Seoul...
Blerg, I must try to focus on one thing at a time. So difficult when I'm feeling really hatey about everything.
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